It was a lonely holiday
  I was alone -- you were away
  In Fayetteville or in another state
  There's so many towns I hate
  
  When you leave me, it breaks me like a bone
  But it's never as bad as when you come home
  Thought so much about suicide
  Parts of me have already died
  
  CHORUS:
  Lonely -- baby I'm not lonely
  Baby I'm not -- I've got my imaginary friends
  Happy -- baby I'm so happy
  Baby I'm so -- I've got my imaginary friends
  And if you don't love me, would you please pretend?
  
  It was a lonely holiday
  I was alone -- I was afraid
  The bedroom walls were closing in
  It must be closing time again
  
  When you leave me, it breaks me like the note
  That you said got stuck in your throat
  Thought so much about suicide
  Parts of me have already died
  
  CHORUS