I tried to tell you
  there's something dead in me
  love lies in moments
  still i cannot grasp one fragment
  i can tell you nothing
  answers don't exist
  floors, walls my own asylum
  shades my eyes from all of this
  
  and i kill the one that you loved
  soiled, shaded
  but the knife will cut the same skin
  now i still grasp my heart
  i can't graze the sadness surface
  i'm so tired
  
  i tried to feel it
  guilt wouldn't come to me
  blood soiled pillows
  sheets writhing in agony
  i tried to make you feel it
  you just wouldn't heal
  skin cold ends the nightmare
  sun seems brighter than before
  
  and i kill the one you loved
  soiled, shaded
  but the knife will cut the same skin
  now i still grasp my heart
  i can't graze the sadness surface
  i'm so tired
  
  talk shit
  it seems to go with you fine
  living up to it when i lie
  can't stand to stare with these dead
  eyes
  turning in the badge cause you can't
  sell the image
  living with another god
  he'll tell you he's mine
  so you know i don't like you
  still i think you're the best
  
  you can't find the day
  so when should i take the bare
  beatings
  when i'm alone
  see if i can find it
  take it away all the pain cause i'm
  sorry
  can't feel any worse but i'm sure i will
  seems like no one cares but it's all
  right
  find another way
  your savior suits you.