When I'm in this state of mind
  I'm wishing I was blind. Sometimes life is
  more than pain, to me
  I feel the power of my grief. Death would be
  such a relief. All the secrets that I hide
  would die, with me.
  Depression is my only friend. Will this
  torture never end? Let me carry on to
  the dreamers sky.
  I keep crying in my dreams.
  Can you hear my endless screams?
  When I fade away I fade, away.
  Chorus: THIS FLUID ON MY CHEEK, IT DRAINS ME
  I GET WEAK. MY HEART IS COLD & BLEAK
  BLACK BLOOD. BLACK TEARS.
  Life is like a masquerade. In dept to myself,
  but I can't pay. Soon I'll call it all a day, away.
  I've never felt what you call guilt.
  I still believe "Do what thou wilt"
  My sorrowwill destroy the world I've built.
  (Chorus)