I'm not doing great
  I feel like I'm dead
  Not thinking straight
  inside my body is troubled,
  full of hate
  I had to let it out before it's too late
  
  Deep Inside, It can hide!
  Feeling so lost and betrayed
  why does this happen to me everytime
  Stuck in this place, where I can't escape
  Screaming and clawing from deep inside
  
  Why won't it fade
  Outside I had to lie; "I'm ok",
  I hope someday, I'll stop
  getting pain
  I guess this is a lie, I have made
  
  Deep Inside, It can hide!
  Feeling so lost and betrayed
  why does this happen to me everytime
  Stuck in this place, where I can't escape
  Screaming and clawing from deep inside
  
  What am I doing?
  I can't believe this
  I have been hiding
  Wanting to be less
  Giving to people,
  They take from me
  Always they bring drama to me
  
  Look, look at me now
  NOWWWWWWWW
  
  Feeling so lost and betrayed
  why does this happen to me everytime
  Stuck in this place, where I can't escape
  Screaming and clawing from deep inside
  
  I can't stand all this fucking Pain
  Please just go away
  Please god just make the pain...