Press my face in the dirt
  see how long I can hold my breath
  pour some salt in my wounds
  I am just someone who doesn't
  fit in your world
  
  how can I smile with your gun to my head
  how can I reach out when you're holding me back
  I am just so tired of everyone who's trying to save me
  just save yourself...
  
  fade away
  I wanna fade away
  
  you give me your hand, I don't want it
  I'll rather drown on my own
  you try to give me relief, I don't need it
  I'll rather put the gun to my head
  
  bitterness is calling inside
  I am already damned
  the fire in my soul is slowly dying
  you know destiny calls my name
  
  fade away
  I wanna fade away
  fade away
  I wanna fade away