i've come to grips unreality through fatality realized just how much happiness
  brings to me fight lately doubt and worries inflicted my mind with an illness of ego
  the worst of its kind been so busy unhappy unnerved
  i can see my destiny is chasing me i am finally happy
  and ready to go i had a one night stand with myself
  last night the fright of a lifetime once again i have proven my strength to myself
  on my own