looks like I've fucked up again what's new
  I am always getting out of hand though in control sometimes just don't give a shit
  I get raw have fun I love it so sick of sayin' sorry
  those apologies have got to go
  but I don't intend to create a pain in your heart I am a pain in the ass
  cause that's what I am about day by day
  I can see a change in every way some things get worse some things get better
  I hate to say those blatant lies are now a part of my past
  I hope I don't get confronted abusing others' minds through control
  I don't want it to last so here I go
  I am on my way
  I am leaving for good
  I pray that you forgive me for all of the harm that
  I caused cause we were friends and we had some great times and that's why
  I am just fine cause that's the way it is I hate to say
  but I've declined all your ways