My mind wanders as I'm trying not to fall in love with you
  'Cause every time I awake I ponder on my mistakes of
  What I said, it is always my esteem that I sure lose
  Playing those stupid games as I always end up chasing you
  I can't help myself anymore
  Rehearsing my thoughts as I'm too scared to come to your door
  I pushed it all aside just to stand next to you
  But now you won't talk to me for something that I didn't do
  It's not gonna work
  And I'm trying not to think of you
  I'm all confused as I think of the things that I would do
  I'm all shook up as I get all nervous inside
  My emotions are something that I will always hide my waves