Center is where I see myself
  In the beginning I'm sitting in
  The middle of a crowded Room
  Nobody hears me trying to reach
  Out just trying to scream out.
    I'm so pathetic is how I see myself
  I'm just a joke I'm running out this life
  People tell me not to waste it but
  How can I taste it when I never lived
  When I never loved when I never lied.
    I'm just a stain I'm trying to make my mark
  On a spot that's been dark for a long time
  Been along time since I've panicked broken down
  The systematic life that god gave me.
    So try to save my faith that's going out
  The window that I'm looking' down from
  One more step and ill be on the ground
  From a sinner try and tell me I am a true
  Believer well ho I never was.
    You'll probably run and hide
    Life reality hits me in the stomach
  Aches like a fist in my mouth
  I should have said nothing to make
  Everything fall apart in my face
  Well you're the one who's crying
    So try to see the world through the
  Flipside running out of line with no
  Ever watching my back ah cold
  Never seem to realize
  I'm not your wanna be