long lost words whisper slowly to me
  still can't find what keeps me here
  when all this time i've been so hollow inside
  i know you're still there
    watching me wanting me
  i can feel you pull me down
  fearing you loving you
  i won't let you pull me down
    hunting you i can smell you - alive
  your heart pounding in my head
    watching me wanting me
  i can feel you pull me down
  saving me raping me
  watching me