was it something I said
  or something I became
  said he filled his head with lead
  just to take away the pain
  I'm not gonna give in
  gonna stand up and fight
  make believe that the world is safe
  for you and me tonight
  I don't want to
  I don't need to
  understand the world we live in
  just because I understand the truth
  not alone.....rejected
  I don't want to believe
  there's no time left to dream
  so much to wish for
  but there's no air left to breathe
  I don't know what is wrong
  I don't know what is right
  so much to live for
  but my mind screams suicide
  I don't want to
  I don't need to
  understand the world we live in
  just because I understand the truth
  not alone...rejected
  through these days of historical page
  is for you are chosen to
  tell them about life
  and what that means inside
  rejected...