I'm not fucking blind to the way
  that you talk around the truth
  not just what you say
  but what you do
  played this tug of war way too fucking long
  like every time
  again I've lost
  you've won
  you took advantage of the trust that I gave
  took my forgiveness
  rubbed it back in my face
  reaching for words but there's nothing to say
  I'm left to wonder
  will this ever be the same
  this rage
  burning through my veins
  regret consumes my mind
  cutting deeply like a razor blade
  will I live to see another day
  without questioning your motives
  with constant doubt
  you took advantage of the trust that I gave
  took my forgiveness
  rubbed it back in my face
  reaching for words
  but there's nothing to say
  I'm left to wonder
  will this ever be the same
  and as we sit back waiting
  for these scars to heal
  try to convince ourselves
  that this
  that this isn't real
  will you allow me forget your past
  or will you always hang it over my head