When I was thirteen, I bought a scally cap looked up to the older guys who drank at the rat
  couldn't wait to grow up just to drink with the crew put my name on the map and have a social few
    I recall when I was small I thought I'd be legend soon
  but that was then and this is now a harder road cannot be found don't get me wrong,
  good times were had sometimes the fun outweighed the bad but all in all,
  now said and done I can recall more bad than fun
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  It's killing me - the answer's here, it's plain to see it's taken me
  I'm half the man I thought I'd be it's killing me
  it's taken years but now I see I'm not the man I thought I'd be
    I'd fight them all, big or small angel dust and Bud tall collars up and fists the same
  protect your friends and family name had my lumps,
  received a few but not near what I deserved
  some say this life's my punishment some say this life's my just deserves