it's not an accusation, i freeze when i see you and i can still feel
  you breath
  you say i spread lies for attention as you play victim
  their minds set on who to believe
  i can't sit here pitied and self absorbed
  but i can't scrub this scent clean
  i've tried before adn i'm sure i can't explain in words
  or thoughts the way i've kicked and fought
  and fought myself to be sane to come clean and
  begin at last again
  sure i could give up and those i praise
  woudln't give a fuck
  so much for friends, so much for feelings now
  why don't you spit in my face
  for bringing shame to your name
  you and i know for sure
  behind closed doors
  it was you against me
  i won't sit here blamed and ignored
  as i rinse the stains clean without support
  and i'm sure i can't explain in words or thought
  the lessons i was taught
  as i fought while you used force for gain
  and i was skin deep in shame
  now i won't let up
  i'll tread the heals of your every step
  so much for friends, so much for feelings now
  why don't you spit in my face
  for bringing shame to your name
  you and i know for sure
  behind closed doors
  it was you against me
    Thanks to sebastien (houle16_seb@hotmail.com) for these lyrics