When i think to myself,
  and i wonder what ive done
  to deserve all the pain,
  that i have inside,
  alone in my bed,
  i try not to see what i could have been
  your new boyfriend,
  thats just what i want,
  for christmas this year,
  ill pray and ill beg
  i just need you here
  i just need you right here
    a small thing,
  that im asking
  i just need someone to hold me near,
  and i need, your arms were holding me tight untill i fall asleep
  and i cant think of no one else,
  i miss you so much that i hate myself
  i think of all the things i should have said
  but now youre gone and im in pain