what i'd give to.
  be the one.
  to have my name linger.
  on your tongue.
  warm-hearted you.
  became so numb.
  i'm not on your tongue.
  will aspirins and alcohol.
  someway decrease the ache.
  from knowing that you'll do to him.
  the same you did to me.
  that's nice.
  thought they were mutual.
  those loving words.
  thought it was more than.
  just making love