I created this thing in my mind.
  Looking at it now I don't see why.
  I threw away everything I had
  and "greener pastures" is just a lie.
  I realize all these things now that it's too late.
  I guess that's part of the price I gotta pay.
  I betrayed myself when I betrayed you.
  I threw my life away
  the day I turned my back on you.
    I turned and ran away.
  I turned and ran away from the truth,
  the truth in everything.
  Everything we used to do.
  I never had reason to doubt you.
  I loved everything about you.
  If I could just take it back I would.
  I threw my life away
  the day I turned my back on you.
    Believing my own lies,
  I lost myself and I lost everythiing.
  If I could just take it back I would.
  I threw my life away
  the day I turned my back on you.