A hundred numbers on my wall
   Some with names I sometimes call
   I drop a coin and watch it fall
   Tryin' to get connected to you
   A thousand hours all alone
   My softest pillow turns hard as stone
   This is the longest night on my own
   Lying here thinking of you
  
   Sometimes I shake my head
   And laugh to myself
   I'd like to start again with somebody else
   I'm like a broken toy forgotten on the shelf
  
   CHORUS
   Baby, I could have been someone
   I could have been something
   It would have been nothing to die for you
   Baby, you're going to need me
   You'd better believe me
   It would have been easy to die for you
  
   A million memories flood my brain
   Drown my sorrow
   Kill my pain
   Whets my thirst for you again
   Just another night to get thru
  
   All my neighbors scream for quiet at my door
   Shattered glass and torn up photos on the floor
   Well, I couldn't stand to see your pictures anymore
  
   CHORUS
  
   These cuts are deep but you plead innocent
   Are you hell or are you heaven-sent
   You're much to cold to know how much
   You meant to me, yeah
  
   A billion tear drops fallen from my eyes
   But it's just a joke now
   And I'm laughing at your lies
   You make me hard as rock and now I realize
  
   CHORUS