Getting to busy to make amends
   I should try to make it right
   Are you ready for the shit to hit?
   I think you say you are, but aren’t
   Got to make it better instantly
   And you’re the only one who can
   I’ve been waiting here my whole damn life
   And I’ve forgotten what I wanted
  
   Maybe I can do it if I put my back into it
   I can leave here if I wanted
   But there’s nowhere else I can go
   Maybe I won’t suffer, if I find a way to love her
   I’d be lying to myself
   But there is no way out that I can see
  
   If I lied you’d know it instantly
   So I just had to look away
   All the honesty I’ve ever lost
   I can’t begin to even curse
   I never knew the taste of blood ‘till now
   It’s clear we never should’ve known
   Breathing fire was never this much fun
   Some days the thoughts are all inside
  
   Maybe I can do it if I put my back into it
   I can leave here if I wanted
   But there’s nowhere else I can go
   Maybe I won’t suffer, if I find a way to love her
   I’d be lying to myself
   But there is no way out that I can see