I remember you used to pray
  For me now you turn your
  Head away
  Expectations that I never met
  Forgotten promises you never kept
  I know someday there'll be a
  Time when you can look
  Me in the eye
  Now I write these words just
  To keep it clear
  In a jaded song you won't
  Ever hear
  I never wanted your forgiveness
  You did what you ahd to I did
  What I could now we've gone
  Our separate ways
  I never found comfort in your
  Acceptance if times a healer
  Then I'll sit and wait for
  Your poison words to scar.
  A notebook filled with a million
  Words sits quietly by my side.
  Like a loaded gun with the wrong
  Intentions they tell me life is pain
  I forgot a long time ago, but
  Everyday I'm reminded of the way
  You put me down, the way you
  Put me out, the way you torched
  My fucking world
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  I don't need your lies don't
  Need your promises
  Don't want your open arms don't
  Need your sacred ways and all
  I need is all I am today.
  What was once belief has now
  Turned to grief
  And there ain't nothin' more that
  You could say
  Look to myself for everything I need
  Ain't lookin' back on anything.
  So you think you got me all figured
  Out and you think you know what this
  Hate is all about
  Don't try to understand, don't try to
  Comprehend the answer is my words.
  When the world comes crashin' down
  All around
  And I need a quiet place to hide.
  You'll find me deep inside my head
  Under a tree of thought in a world of pain.
  I never wanted you here
  I never needed you here
  So when you think of me try
  To understand
  I never wanted your help I
  Never needed your hand to
  Guided me there your maze
  Of lies
  To guide me through your
  Narrow world
  I forgot a long time ago, now
  Every day I'm reminded of the
  Way you put me down the way
  You put me out the way you
  Torched my whole world.